I was born in Englehart in northern Ontario, Canada on February 1, 1940. A poor innocent child oblivious and trials of life to come!!
We lived nearby this small
community until the summer of 1944 at which time my family moved to an
even smaller community about 35 miles further north. It's name is Sesekinika.
An Indian name meaning: Lake of many islands. And it is appropriately named.
It is a fairly large lake located just off the number 11 high way a few
miles north/west of Kirkland Lake. A pretty area.
This article and web site
is basically a religious site. This article is not a total biography of
my whole life but only certain incidents in my life that relates to how
I have been protected by God all down through my life, how He brought me
to be saved and into the Baptist faith taking me thousands of miles away
from my home turf to do so. Of course at the time these things were happening
I did not realize it was God's directing me, but once all things had come
to a head I could certainly see God's hand in leading me step by step to
that one goal - bring one of His elect home. Of course I know that God
has his protecting hand over everyone in life, He has certain goals for
everyone and they have no fear until God's appointed time of death. But
the problem is, we do not know when that is, not even a saved person who
recognizes that statement. But there are certain incidents that happen
that are outstanding in it's obviousness that God is watching over us that
we just can't deny it. Those are the things I would like to go over here
in this article.
The first of many outstanding
incidents happened when I was 9 years old. I will never forget this because
of it's near brush with death. I had been sent to a friend of the family
who had a small farm and sold vegetables. The farm was not on any road
and the only way to it was walking along the railroad track for about half
a mile, or by lake. I went to the farm by the lake, but being winter and
of course frozen over with about six inches of snow with an inch or two
crust (wind blown hard snow) over it, made it very difficult to walk. I
was pulling a seven foot toboggan and when I left the farm there would
be two 48 pound bags of vegetables on it. This would make it too difficult
to pull the toboggan through the snow. I left the farm and started down
the track. The farm is on a curve so I could see in both directions for
at least half a mile each side of me. No trains were in sight in either
direction. I started out feeling safe. I had gone only about 500 to 600
feet and was right in the middle of a rock cut which the tracks went through.
There was a ten to fifteen foot high wall of solid rock
on each side of me. I had the rope of
the toboggan around my waist for ease of pulling. I looked
behind me for a check to see if there was a train coming. THERE WAS!! There
coming around the bend was the light of a train. As long as I live - it
is just as vivid today as at the time - I will never forget that sight.
JUST as I turned to look the big headlight of a fast steam locomotive came
around the corner I had left just minutes before. This was around seven
or eight in the evening in mid winter so the light was obvious. I could
only do one thing - Jump to the side of the track and try to climb the
wall of rock along side the track - a major accomplishment with one hundred
pounds dragging behind me slowing me down. Snow banks between the rails
and the rocks did not help matters at all. I was able to climb onto the
snow bank but I did not have time to get rid of the toboggan and it's seven
foot length now was a problem. It rested with it's head on the snow bank
at about a 45 degree angle toward the rails. There was still grave danger
that one of the ladders of a freight car might still snag it as it went
roaring by. Even a slight nick of a ladder on the toboggan or it's load
of vegetables would have torn it and me from our precarious position on
the snow bank and probably dragged me under the wheels of the train.
The trainmen would never
have known, I doubt if the engineer had even seen me in the dark. I feared
for my life until the last car finally went by me, which seemed like an
eternity.
Just look at the coincidence
here. That train must have been just around the bend at the other end of
the straight stretch from me, so I had not seen it. I traveled about 500
feet and for no real reason I looked behind me to check. I had not heard
anything, I had felt no sense of danger. And yet I looked around at the
exact time I needed to give me time to get out of harms way. Coincidence?
Or Divine intervention? You can choose to believe as you wish. I personally
believe it was divine intervention. If I had not looked at the PRECISE
second I did I would have been run over by that train. If I had looked
seconds before I would not have seen it come around the curve and gone
on thinking I was safe until it was too late to get out of it's way. If
I had been a second or two later turning around - it would have already
been too late, I would not have had enough time to clear the track. I just
barely made it as it was especially with that toboggan with nearly one
hundred pounds on it dragging behind me slowing me down. Then there is
the fact that I had not frozen in fright. Remember, I was only nine years
old. It was a terrifying sight to see that instrument of death bearing
down at me at over 50 mph!!. And I knew exactly what it meant. If I had
frozen, or hesitated for a second it would have been too long. I could
not have got out of the way. I thank God that He showed me mercy that night.
Not all the incidents were
that dramatic. For instance when I was sixteen I made an effort to join
the army's permanent cadet corps which the Canadian Army had at that time.
It was not successful, they only kept it in effect a few years. But I was
turned down for medical reasons which were never substantiated by any other
doctor. But as I see it, it was just another reason to believe in God's
plan. Joining the army was not God's plan for me. Neither was it in 1958.
I went to the recruiting office in Hamilton Ontario where I was living
at this time. I had moved to Hamilton in the fall of 1956 to live with
an older brother and get a job. This was shortly after being refused entry
to the army. Jobs were scarce and although I did get a few minor jobs I
could not land a good, permanent job. So in the summer of 1958 I tried
the army again. This time I
backed out. I had joined the army militia and I did enjoy military life.
I did want to get in the forces so I cannot give a reason for my backing
out of going into the army in 1958. The only reason I can give is again
- God intervened and stopped me. This was not his plan for my life.
Going back in my life for
a short time. I had not been brought up in particularly religious family.
The small village I lived in did not have any church there. There were
different denominations that came in to preach, and when they did I was
always there. There was the Anglican church. I was even 'baptized' by them
and took Sunday school lessons by mail from them for a few years. Then
there was the United Church. A pastor from Swastika about 15 miles away
came out at least once a month for services. At least toward the end of
the years I lived in Sesekinika he did. For most of the years I lived there,
their was no one. The last couple of years of my public schooling there
was a Pentecost preacher from Timmins came and had a one hour school session
one afternoon a week. Then at 14 I got tangled with the Jehovah Witnesses.
But even at 14 I soon realized that these people just did not have any
truth . So I left. During these young years whenever there was a pastor
from any church teaching in our village - usually using the one room school
in that village, I was there. I did receive some religious training, but
at the same time never really got indoctrinated into any particular denomination.
That was a real blessing and I understood why t years later. But I always
enjoyed going to those services. I was really naive about spiritual matters
yet.
God's plan started to unfold
early in 1959.
I lived in Sesekinika until
I was 16 - leaving school early and moved to Hamilton Ontario to live with
an older brother. As stated above I did get minor jobs but nothing I wanted
as my life's career. So in January of 1959 I made an application to join
the Royal Canadian Navy. I did not back out this time and I got in with
no problem. I took a trade which I once again believe it was of the Lord's
doing for reason which will become apparent later. The trade I took was
Radioman. That is working with voice radio, teletype, and morse code. If
I had joined a few months later I would have been told what trade to take
out of 3 choices. As it was, I got one of my choice. If I had waited and
been given the one advised as a result of aptitude tests to show what was
best suited for me I don't think I would have got that trade. I regretted
taking that trade later for different reasons. The big reason was that
copying the morse code so much ruined my hearing. It took several years
and damage was done so slow and quietly that I did not realize it until
too late. The hearing damage was done, and today I wear two hearing aids.
But, that is what God wanted I guess. That is the trade I picked by God's
direction and there is a reason for it as will be revealed in a short time.
I took my training in HMCS Cornwallis, near Digby Nova Scotia. Everything
went smoothly and I completed my training in the summer of 1959. This is
where God's leading becomes apparent. My trades course also was at Cornwallis.
I returned to Cornwallis and took that trades course finishing in May of
1960. Now things are beginning to unravel. The reason why God had me take
a trade that would bring me back to Cornwallis, never let me into the army
on two occasions etc. Not too long before I finished my trade course I
wanted to buy a flight bag to carry my good uniforms in. Something better
than the kit bags where I could put pressed and ready to wear uniforms.
Now to get the gist of just how God worked in the following one must understand
how the navy worked here in Cornwallis at this time. Because of the large
number of men in this training camp and the small size of the communities
surrounding the base free time off the base (called shore leave - just
as if we were on ship going off the ship on leave) was very limited. The
base was divided into a watch system just like on board ship. This meant
that those on any one watch could get the whole weekend off only once a
month. One other watch could get off Saturday afternoon and Sunday afternoon
but no overnight leave. This was single guys and still in training of course,
and those still in training were most if not all singles. Even to get these
times off one had to get permission via a request form from your divisional
officer. To get off the base to look for this flight bag I wanted I had
to get permission - just to go across the road to marriage quarters where
there was a military commercial store, and this permission in this case
had to include the morning since the store closed at noon on Saturday.
I got this permission all right and went to the store. They had no flight
bag. So I decided to head into Digby to see if I could find one in that
small town of about 4000. I looked around a bit and then walked into a
store. There was two men talking, one of course the owner and the other
a visitor. Just talking, not buying. I asked for what I wanted and got
it. Then we all got talking. I guess I must have made quite an impression
on the second fellow for after a while he asked me to visit him and his
family for the weekend. His name was Hantford Raymond of East Ferry - about
30 miles up the Digby neck. I told him I couldn't that weekend, that I
would have to get permission to go off baser that length of time - but
that I could the following weekend. He said ok, would probably be best
anyway, that would give him time to let his wife know I was coming.
So that started a long term
friendship that has lasted to this day in 2001. Hantford is still alive,
although his wife Jean died in 1996.
Was all this coincidence,
or was it divine design? Once again, you have to decide for yourself, I
can not make you believe anything. But I certainly believe it was divine
design. God had a plan for one of His elect and He was working it out step
by step. It would be another 2 years yet before I would actually be saved!!
There is many, many more rungs to this ladder God was taking me up.
As stated above this friendship
has been very long term. It turned out Hantford was a Christian. I did
visit with the family the following weekend and as often as I could over
the next few years. I left Cornwallis a couple of months later to join
a ship in Halifax, but I would visit them when ever I could get a free
weekend. It was like a home away from home. Here we should observe another
point. Why did God arrange this meeting and friendship with the Raymonds?
Why didn't He do the same with all the other lonely sailors so far away
from home? I believe it was because as an elect of God He was taking care
of me and seeing to it that I did not fall into the pitfalls so many other
sailors fell into in trying to entertain themselves in their loneliness.
Booze was the biggest pitfall most of the men fell into. I think God was
protecting me from that as well as preparing me for what follows. And of
course I went to church with them. I was pressed at times to 'accept Jesus
as my Saviour," but never did with Hantford's church. But his friendship
turned out to be just another rung in the ladder. A year or so after this,
I was changing ships, from HMCS Terra Nova - my first ship, to another
- HMCS Bonaventure - an aircraft carrier. During this interval I had been
encouraged to go to a church in Halifax by the Raymonds. So I did and got
friendly with two families in that church. Harry Graves and wife, a middle
aged couple and Arnold Haines and family. They too were good to me and
we still exchange Christmas cards each year. I have also visited both them
and the Raymonds a couple of times over the last five years. I tell you
this because when I told these people that I was being drafted (posted)
onto the Bonaventure they at once piped up and said: "oh, we know a couple
of men on that ship who are Christians, why don't you look them up when
you join it. I said ok.
But I did not have to look
them up. They looked me up. Or at least one of them did. Apparently he
had been told by the church members that I was joining the ship they were
on on such and such a date. I had not even completed my 'In routine' when
this Petty Officer came up to myself and another chap who was joining at
the same time and asked: 'which one of you is David Shortt' in quite a
gruff way. You can imagine what went through my mind - "why am I being
sought out already by a Petty Officer - what did I do?" Of course after
introduction he explained what he was there for. To introduce himself and
let me know where he and a group of men had Bible study and to invite me
to join. I did later of course and once again four members of this group
separated from the larger group and we have remained friends ever since.
These men are myself, Max Zimmerman (the P.O. who met me on the ship) Herb
Clark who would become, to begin with, the most influential in my instructions
as a Christian, and Andy Landry, who at that time had just been saved himself.
Andy has just recently died - in May of 2000.
This happened in October
of 1961. Over the next few months especially at sea the four of us got
together for Bible study. It was here I started hearing some mighty strange
doctrines. Before this I had never had anything to do with Baptists. They
were just a name I would hear people talking about but I never actually
knew anyone who was a Baptist. Herb Clark as I mentioned before was the
most influential in my teaching. He taught me as best he could eternal
security, election, the doctrines of grace, church truth, all pertaining
to baptism, the Lord's supper, etc. I can remember many time after a session
me going back to my bunk with my mind in tremendous turmoil. The best I
can describe it is just as it appeared to me. It just seemed as if I had
a blind over my eyes and during these session someone seemed to be pulling
the string of the blind to one side that opened up my vision so I could
see. Then I would go back to my bunk where I was by myself with my own
mind again. Then it seemed someone just grabbed the string from the other
side and snapped the blind closed again, blinding me. I can remember saying
over and over again to myself - it looks right according to the scripture
I was shown, but then the other side would snap the blind closed and I
would just say - it can't be, I just can't see God working like that. Sound
familiar? It should, that's our human nature at work in each one of us.
In January 1962 our ship berthed in San Juan, Puerto Rico.
We would be here about a week. Herb Clark and Max Zimmerman had visited
this port just the year before. This is not uncommon since San Juan was
quite a common port for our ships at this time of year. They had gone to
a church they 'happened' to come across while visiting this port at that
time. They had befriended the pastor who had tried teaching these two fellows
Baptist doctrine. Now it must be noted here that before this visit the
previous year Herb and Max had been Reformed Baptists, the same as Hantford
Raymond. This is the closest I had come to having anything to do with Baptists.
They might just as well not have the name Baptist in their name because
they sure did not teach what 'unreformed' Baptists believe. They, in fact,
around 1970 merged with the Nazarenes. And the teachings of this group
is a far cry from the teachings of even a half decent Baptist church. There
just is no comparison at all. I will not get into the difference here,
but if you want to know the different systems of belief read the articles
that follow this biography. It will explain what I am talking about. I
am not going to go over what happened between Herb and the pastor here
in San Juan. His name was Joe Bell and we, as many others, came to know
him affectionately as Bro Bell. But suffice to say when Herb left Bro Bell
that previous winter after having many loud discussion, each one trying
to convince the other his belief was right, Herb swore in his anger that
during the next year he would look up all he could about his beliefs -
and Herb was well versed in his beliefs having taken Bible college - and
he would return the next year and would walk over Bro Bell with his much
learning. Well, this was that next year now in the winter of 1962. I was
with him this time. He had been teaching me all the things that Bro Bell
had been trying to teach him that last year. You see, Herb had searched
the
scripture as he said he would, but found out it was not
Bro Bell that was wrong, but he himself. Now we look Bro Bell up again
and a much humbled man admits he was very wrong and was now willing to
listen to his teaching. For the next several nights we would be at this
pastor's house being taught by him the wondrous doctrines of the Bible.
Just think of this for a minute. This was a pastor who already had quite
a large work load. He pastured a church, but he also had a Bible school
for preachers with about eight students to teach. Yet here he was teaching
for several hours each evening all week about twelve Canadian sailors that
practically dropped in out of the sky into his lap. I wonder how many preachers
would be willing to do that? I think the number was twelve. We did not
all attend at the same time. I think the maximum on any evening was eight.
That soon dwindled to just the four men I have named. And you know something?
That blind that had been so troublesome for so long suddenly snapped open
with snap that I could almost hear, it was so vivid. Never again would
that blind that had been such a plague be a bother to me. The difference?
When Herb Clark was teaching he did not have enough scripture to show me
proof of what he was saying. He was brought up Arminian and well versed
in that way of thinking and although he knew what he was talking about
in the Calvinistic system(or better - the doctrines of Grace) he still
did not have all scripture at the tip of his finger to prove his point.
I required that, I always have and always will to be persuaded to a certain
topic. Bro Bell had those scriptures. I was saved during that week and
before the ship left that port I was baptized a firm member of a Baptist
church and a Baptist by conviction.
Now let's take a pause here and look over all what I have said so far. Can you see that this being saved here and joining this church was the culmination of all these years of all these strange coincidences that to me were just life. I had not linked all these incidents together to get the whole picture yet, but I was soon to do that. Right from the start - God did not let me die via that freight train when I was nine, I did not get into the army when I tried at sixteen or again at eighteen. Then I did get into the navy when God was ready for me too at age nineteen. I was sent to Cornwallis both for basic training then for my trades course, then the chain of events that led me to meet Hantford Raymond which in turn led me to join a church in Halifax where I in turn was introduced to men on the ship I was joining who would prepare me for the meeting with Pastor Joe Bell, a chosen vessel of God to lead me to Christ as Lord and Saviour. None of that was by accident, but the playing out of a plan laid out by God before the foundation of the world. During the few months between joining the ship and meeting Herb and when I was introduced to Bro Bell God was tilling the ground (my mind) for the planting of the spring seed so that when the seed was planted it would grow with no hindrance. Remember in the Bible where it speaks of a saved person is like a person who like a sower sowed some seed in the tilled ground already prepared for the seed, and that seed that fell into that tilled ground quickly sprung up in the fruit of the seed sown. (Matthew 13:23)
That was exactly what God was doing during these
months just before going to San Juan and meeting this pastor God had waiting
for me. God knew I would not be in San Juan very long and did not have
time for the normal teaching and coming to full fruit one usually goes
through between the seeds planted and the fruit matures. So he had me prepared
by Herb's teaching before I got there, the ground was tilled and the seed
sown, Bro Bell as God's instrument watered and God produced the increase.
Incredible isn't it? Of course God could have done things different. But he didn't. This was his way of working with me and that is the way I was brought to the Lord as my Saviour. Every saved person has their own story. Some may not be as dramatic and obvious as my experience, and then others may be even more so. Look at the experience of Saul on the Damascus road. He later became known as Paul and the greatest preacher in history after the Lord Jesus Christ.
But that is not the end of my story. Many things were to happen after that that would even convince me more strongly of my special relations with the Lord.
Just a few weeks after this
experience in San Juan where I was saved and joined the church there by
Baptism the ship was returning to our home port - Halifax. On the way home
several of us Christians got together with the ship's padre and we agreed
to have communion. The padre believed in grape juice which is not Bible
teaching. I did not know that yet so I agreed to taking communion along
with the others. Of course there was other things wrong with me taking
communion with this group too, but I had not learned that yet either. But
the thing that has ever stuck in my mind is this. When I took that little
sip of grape juice I almost choked on it. literally. The padre and everyone
else made joke of it, and so did I at the time. He asked me what would
have happened if I had taken wine. Seemed like a good question at the time
since it makes more sense that I would have choked on the wine rather than
plain old grape juice. But in later years as I learned what ingredients
we should use in the Lord's supper I looked back at that incident and recognized
that God was trying to tell me something there. And that some thing was
that grape juice in the Lord's supper was just not tolerated by God. No
matter what lies the people of the world may tell to excuse their conduct,
how much they misuse and abuse God's word to justify there own opinion,
in omitting wine and accepting grape juice as the element used in the Lord's
supper instead - God does not. I have gone to great lengths not to join
a church that used grape juice because of what God caused to happen to
me on that occasion. I could have joined a church near where I lived in
Toronto that believed pretty well everything I do except for using grape
juice instead of wine in the Lord's supper. They use grape juice. NO THANKS.
Not after what I had experience as explained above. One choking experience
is enough!! I moved all the way to Windsor at great expense so I could
be close enough to a church that used the proper element. And God has blessed
me beyond belief for that move. He has blessed me in all aspects. He has
opened up much more truth to me than the average person gets, even most
Baptist pastors. He has blessed me and the family with good health all
our lives to the present - no big health problems with the children as
they were growing up. Financially He has looked after me. Although not
a big wage earner we have never gone hungry, in fact we live a life style
far above what you would expect from the small wage earner I have been.
I am very hard of hearing which makes it very difficult to get, and even
harder to keep any kind of job. That has been my only thorn in the flesh
in life, this hard of hearing. But even that God puts to good use because
despite my low wage earning God is looking after me and using me to show
that trust in Him pays. 'See how I look after those who put their trust
in me seems to be God's advertisement through me. Not rich, but God never
promised riches to His people, only the necessities of life - not everything
we want - and there is usually a big difference!! I have everything I need
plus. A house paid for, a new vehicle all paid for. And that from a person
of low wages!! How many people can make that statement? THANK YOU GOD!!!
I think a person would have
to be awful blind not to see God's handiwork in my affairs. What was just
living a life was in fact the plan God had for-ordained for me to live.
The plan, then in life executed perfectly as planned, just as you would
expect from an all powerful, sovereign God!!
Another thing that happened
shortly after I was saved that convinced me of my special status, my conversion
to Christ and being in the true church of Jesus Christ went like this:
Do you remember Hantford
Raymond. He is the Christian I met first who started me along the Christian
path. I would still visit them quite often when my ship was in harbour.
The first week-end I had off once the ship returned to Halifax on return
from Puerto Rico I visited the Raymond family. Since they were Christians
I told them I had been saved. They were quite happy about that but things
changed quickly in the course of our discussion because I mentioned some
of the doctrines the church I had joined believed, including election,
eternal security and all these great Bible teachings. As I said before
this man and wife were of Armenian persuasion and these doctrines to them
were very offensive to put it mildly. They quickly got very angry and after
some heated discussion and yelling at me both stomped out in a huff leaving
me sitting at the table alone. Of course being a babe in Christ I did not
yet know the difference between Arminianism, Calvinism etc. I was flabbergasted
at the reaction of these people I had called such good friends for so long.
It certainly taught me very vividly just how fickle (shallow, no depth
to) man's friendship is. I was totally depressed, more so than I can ever
remember being before. I went to God in prayer and prayed something like
this - quote: 'God I want to know the truth - please open my eyes to the
truth here, who is telling me the truth, these people here that have been
so good to me over the years and the church they belong to, or the church
I was Baptized into in Puerto Rico and what that church teaches. I promise
to believe whatever your word says no matter how out-landish (or offensive)
it is to human understanding. I will believe it just because your word
says so even if it makes enemies with most of the people in this world
including those calling themselves Christians. I see from the reaction
of these friends here just how shallow human friendship is so I will never
overly seek human friendship but only yours. Give me a sign to whether
what I learned at Berean Baptist Church in San Juan, Puerto Rico under
the pastor ship of Joe Bell was the truth. If they are right, give me a
sign that they are and are the ones you wish me to be faithful to, to that
church and their way of life. Or should I stick with the Raymond's and
their faith? Amen' unquote.
I believe God answered that
prayer immediately. As soon as I had finished that prayer these words flashed
through my mind, clear, concise words I almost heard with my ears - 'OPEN
YOUR BIBLE'. I didn't do it immediately because the words were so loud
and clear it startled me. I actually thought someone had come back into
to room and spoken. So again -- OPEN YOUR BIBLE!! We had been using our
Bibles in our discussion so it was still right in front of me on the table.
So I did open the Bible. It was a red letter edition and of course Jesus'
words were in red. I let the Bible open at random, just letting the book
flop open. It opened to this page with the letters in red which attracted
my eyes. This is the passage that caught my eyes:
He
answered and said unto them, Because it is given unto you to know the mysteries
of the kingdom of heaven, but to them it is not given. for whosoever hath,
to him shall be given, and he shall have more abundance: but whosoever
hath not, from him shall be taken away even that he hath. Therefore speak
I to them in parables: because they seeing see not: and hearing they hear
not, neither do they understand. And in them is fulfilled the prophecy
of Esaias, which saith, by hearing ye shall hear and shall not understand:
and seeing ye shall see, and shall not perceive: For this people's heart
is waxed gross, and their ears are dull of hearing, and their eyes they
have closed: lest at any time they should see with their eyes, and hear
with their ears, and should understand with their heart, and should be
converted, and I should heal them. But blessed are your eyes, for they
see: and your ears, for they hear. For verily I say unto you, that many
prophets and righteous men have desired to see those things which ye see,
and have not seem them: and to hear those things which ye hear, and have
not heard them.
I believe beyond a shadow
of a doubt that this was meant to be an answer to the prayer request I
had just made to God. EVERY thing is there. HE answered - because it is
given to you -- they are not - blessed (or specially privileged) are you
to be shown these things most are not even the rich and famous. Of course
there are those that don't believe God talks to people in this manner.
Believe what you want, I
personally believe God in His sovereignty can talk to His people any way
He wishes - even through a donkey.!! He is not restricted in His actions
to what you or anyone else believes He does or can do. Of course there
are those that will have an answer for what happened there and in their
unbelief will make mockery of me taking it as an answer from God. Well,
there are those that make a mockery of God himself, but it does not make
them right and will have eternity to think it over how they reacted negatively
to the plain actions of God, and what a mistake you made doing so. The
case is the same here.
Let's go on because there
are other incidents in my life that leaves no doubt of my relations with
God. Up to now I have talked about the step by step leading by God that
culminated in one of His elect being saved. I believe that God in His determinate
council way back in eternity planned out my whole life just like you would
plan a play. God was the author, I am an actor in that play and the Angels
the directors who make sure the lines are played out exactly as determined
by God. The things that I mentioned here were obviously controlled by God
that had one aim, and that aim was to bring me -a lost sinner bound for
hell to a saving knowledge of Jesus Christ and an assurance of eternity
in heaven with Him.
Now I am going to switch
to another topic.
The rest of this article
I will deal with incidents involving the writing and putting together the
articles that follow at the end of this writing. I received computer training
in 1993. I bought an older computer in order to get some practical experience
working on computers. I thought of writing the first article for some time
before I finally got around to starting it. I truly believe God was with
me in the writing of all three of those articles. I do not mean they were
inspired by God as we believe the Bible is - but God has certainly blessed
the work in a number of ways. I now want to tell you a few of these events
that happened that clearly shows that God is happy with what is in those
articles.
I think the most dramatic
of these is as follows.
Shortly after I started
working on the first book I made a promise to myself - and it was to myself
I made it to, not God in a prayer or any thing like that. I just made an
agreement with myself because I thought it the thing to do. That which
I thought was the thing to do was never to have the television on at the
same time I was working on the book. This only made sense because the TV
was right beside the computer so if the TV was on, I would be looking up
scripture and trying to think spiritually at the same time my mind would
be clogged up with what was on TV. Hardly likely!! That just wouldn't work!!
I faithfully adhered to that promise in the months it took me to complete
that first book. Then as I neared completion I made a mistake. I was nearly
ready to start printing that first book. I was past the stage where I was
looking scripture up or had to think on what I was writing. It was noon
hour so I shut the computer down to eat, and at the same time I watched
the noon news. I completed my meal, then because I was in a hurry to get
the printing done I started the computer back up and started working again.
But immediately things started going wrong. Those in computer land know
that computers 'freeze' every once in a while. Well, this computer froze,
and froze, and just kept it up and up, so much so I had to save just about
every line I typed or lose it when the computer froze. There were still
things I had to do in typing too - mistakes I had not noticed etc. It was
getting really bad, so bad I was getting mighty discouraged and if there
was ever a time I felt like cursing - that was the time. Instead I went
to God and asked Him if this was His doing because He was not happy with
my writings, or was it the Devil's work trying to disrupt something glorifying
to God. I was also wasting an awful lot of paper due printing errors and
jamming. Let's face it, when you make even a small error on one page, that
means the whole sheet is useless and must be replaced. Then, after praying,
it hit me like a brick on the back of the head. The TV was on!!! I sure
turned it off quickly I tell you!! And you know something - the problem
with the computer ceased immediately. I have never had much of any trouble
since then. I don't think in total I have had to throw away as much paper
since then in over 60 books I have printed up as I did in those few minutes
I was making that big error of having the TV on while I was doing God's
work beside it.
Coincidence??? I hardly
think so. If one can't see God in that it is because he doesn't want to
- to his detriment, because if one doesn't want to see God's influence
in our lives it is because there is no spiritual life in that individual.
I have since bought a brand
new computer and it is this I use for internet use. I still have the older
one I use for printing etc. Just another proof of God's approval in that
I have been able to buy this new computer and able to afford giving away
these books I print. This is my mission work - the printed books and the
web
sites I have.
Another incident stands
out very vividly that strongly suggests God is pleased with the contents
of the articles I mention at the end this testimony.
I had finished my articles
and had printed a few up. I gave them away to any one who would accept
them. Most liked them. Of course to begin with I handed them over to people
I was pretty sure would believe pretty well what was in the articles, and
like them. But there was one man in our church that I just could not seem
to get together with and give me a chance to introduce him to the articles
and offer them to him. Then one Sunday before leaving home I made up my
mind that I would approach this fellow and offer him the books. But something
happened that morning to again turn me away from approaching him, so I
backed off. Then something happened which was completely unexpected and
I accomplished my purpose after all by something God arranged. That morning
this gentleman preached. He said something during the service that shocked
me in it's untruth. I thought he knew better and for him to say something
like that really did affect me. It must have shown. At that time I always
sat near the front pews, so he could see every movement I made and I must
have made some movement that made it obvious I did not agree with what
he had said. It distracted him and threw him off his train of thought and
had to stumble around to get back on track. I was not aware what happened,
it certainly was not intentional. Any way, after the service this chap
called me into the pastor's study and quite nicely asked me not to be so
obvious when I disagree with something said in the pulpit. He told me what
I said just above, that I had distracted him by my movement and asked me
not to do it again. I told him I was not even aware that I had done what
he was talking about, but if I had I would stiffen my body up to make sure
no unusual body movements would occur at any time or for any reason during
service. From that point on I moved the position where I sit in service
quite a bit further back so neither the preacher or people behind me could
see any unusual movement. I had never understood before why people never
liked sitting near the front pews!! After all sitting 'frozen' for 45 minutes
is rather difficult!! I had always sat near the front for two reasons.
(1) I thought it would show support for the preacher and (2) my hearing
not being the best the nearer the front the better I could hear. So having
to move back has not been to my best interest. But, be as that all may
be, at the end of our discussion I took advantage of our talk by mentioning
the articles of mine and asked if he would read them!! He said sure, he
would read any thing I wrote, and would be happy to read these books. So
I brought them to him - to whether he has read them that is between him
and the Lord. SO, SUCCESS!! by something God' arranged, not me!!!
Do you call THAT a coincidence??
That is my story. A story
of how God has led me and made His influence so obvious in my life that
I could not dispute it, nor can any honest person who knows my life. When
I made that promise way back in 1962 to believe God's word even if it cost
friends I could not guess what was out in front of me in life. If I had,
humanly speaking, I don't think I would ever have made that promise. The
name calling, the doors slammed in my face, the absolute hatred and disgust
in the eyes of people towards me for believing such things. And just recently
"defellowshipped" - or more bluntly kicked out of my church for things
I wrote in this very article. One could expect these things from those
who claim no belief in God what-so-ever, those who oppose God. But most
of the mistreatment I have received has been from those who do claim to
be of God. So called Christians who I would have thought would be my best
friends in the Lord - and would have been if they were what they claimed
to be. Of course I understand it was God's Holy Spirit working in me influenced
me to make that promise, and it has been that same influence in me that
has enabled me to keep that promise. (This is called Grace)
Throughout my Christian
life I will not take man's word with any amount of confidence, no matter
who they are. What I have learned has been from my own reading of God's
word. I have found out over the years that what He teaches is far different
from man's teaching. Even the best of men is bound to have some error in
their belief - they may not admit that, but it's true. They don't know
they are wrong, otherwise, they wouldn't believe as they do. But God allows
perfection in no one - in doctrine or in one's own personal make up, so
a person who does not allow that just maybe he is wrong in some little
thing is treading on dangerous ground. They are the ones that probably
will never get beyond the baby stage of Christian maturity.
I have met very few Christians
who believe all or most of the things I do. I have come to the conclusion
that we who do are a breed apart from the rest. A privileged group consisting
of very few in number who God has shown special favour too in granting
us a deeper insight into the works of God. Those who study God's word and
not the racks of books that fill most pastor's studies are the ones who
reach this maturity. Oh, of course this will make a lot of people
angry, but the Bible does talk about the measure of faith He gives each
person - some more than others. When a person has a higher measure of faith
- he will know it. When you read man's books you get his opinions, and
can only gain as much knowledge as that writer. Many of them may have some,
or even a lot of truth, but there could be plenty of error too!! There
are only 66 books in this world we should concern ourselves with - and
read. And those 66 books are contained between the covers of what we call
the "HOLY BIBLE". You can not get error in that book!! I do not mean you
should never read other men's writings. But there is a difference between
reading those writings for the purpose of learning from them and just comparing
them with your own beliefs, or how he compares with that all important
book - the Bible. And when you do compare you must know the Bible very
well yourself or you may get caught up in the persuasive language of he
writer, even if he is wrong. To get an accurate comparison you yourself
must read through the Bible and know it well from Genesis 1:1 to Revelations
22:21. Not just a casual knowledge, but read through and studied many times.
Going back for a few minutes
to review my Christian life.
As mentioned above I was
saved by the teaching of one of God's very able and blessed ministers -
Joe Bell - while he was pastor of The Berean Baptist Church in San Juan,
Puerto Rico. That year of 1962, the year I met him and was saved we asked
him to come up to Halifax for services with our wives and any else who
would listen. He came that summer for about 10 days. He did the same for
the next three summers. Three of us four had now got out of the navy, I
stayed in until the winter of 1968. Herb Clark got out but lived close
by. Then I got out and moved to Oshawa, Ontario. Herb also moved shortly
after to London, Ontario. We got together for fellowships and services
but because of the distance between us, not very often. Then I got a job
in London so we moved there too. We started fellow shipping with the Clarks
and the Landrys who also lived not too far away. For the next two years
once again Joe Bell came up for services for a week each visit. He had
also moved by this time and was pastor of a church in Granada, Mississippi.
We had also moved our membership there. The last time I saw Joe Bell was
in the summer of 1969. He had referred us to a church in Jackson Mi which
we had joined. When we did this I never even kept up a letter form of communication
between myself and Bro Bell. I never communicated with him in any way,
shape or form. I did get some news about him through our mutual friend
Dick Miller who was the pastor of the church we attended in Jackson. Then,
because I had injured my back and could not drive the ninety miles over
to Jackson I looked for a church I could accept as a sound church in or
near Detroit. After attending several we settled on Gethsemane Baptist
Church in Taylor. We joined that church in June of 1990. Since then, since
we have no contact with Pastor Miller either, we lost all contact with
Bro Bell. Then in 1998 after I had completed the articles I had written
and had given Bro Miller a copy, I asked him if Bro Bell was still alive
and if so where he lived. So he gave me the address. I sent Bro Bell a
copy of those articles. I received a letter from him stating he agreed
with what I had written almost word for word. Now can you imagine that?
Here was a man I had not seen or heard from in 29 years and yet by my own
studies had came to the same conclusions doctrinally as Pastor Joe Bell!!!
How?? Because we had the same teacher!! You may not agree with what I teach
in those articles, you may not agree with the teachings of Joe Bell. But
if you don't you may find you also do not agree with the teachings of the
Bible. Oh, you may have some truth, but if you have read a lot of man's
books, you are probably indoctrinated into a lot of error too. Only the
Bible has no error, and that's what I read, and the only writings I accept.
Bro Bell and I see eye to eye because we both have our source of doctrine
from one place - The Holy Bible and the Holy Spirit in us teaching us the
wonderful truths contained there-in. Oh, I am not saying that Joe Bell
is perfect - neither was the apostle Paul by his own admission. But they
are both much used of God in the teaching of His Holy word. He is a man
as we all are - and is not perfect. I am not, you are not. But despite
his imperfections God still uses him, and I personally will not call a
man unclean whom God has very obviously declared clean - and uses him in
a great way. God would not use this man as He does if he were unclean -
out of fellowship with God!! I say all this so no one will say I think
too highly of this man and think he is some sort of god or something. (As
has been hinted to my face) I don't think he is any sort of god, but is
used of THE one and true God very much. And as a result I have great respect
for him.
Now, please read the following articles. You will read
a lot of things you may never have heard before. That does not mean they
are wrong. It is your chance to get yourself out of babyhood spiritually
and become a real mature Christian. It pays to do so!! So please, read
them with a prayerful attitude. The more you understand of God, the more
at peace you are with God, yourself, and even the world. World events will
not trouble you knowing God is there for you and in charge of it all, and
nothing can happen to you unless God permits it. (ordained it)
There are many, many other
instances that I could relate in addition to these, but I will not bore
you with them all for most are very simple things that to most would be
just everyday events, but still to an observer, a believer in God they
make it plain that God is there watching over me, in the minutest
events of life. I pray God gives you that same assurance.
Good reading!!
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